.*too beautiful.

Just about every morning I hear, "you are too beautiful to look so mean." And my thoughts are...BITCH..SHUT THE FUCK UP.

One. If I gave two shits about what you thought I would have asked pussy.

Two. I ain't a fucking morning person..so if I wanna walk around muggin..guess what??? I WILL. Maybe I just don't like you.

Three. Fuck is that supposed to mean?? Pretty girls gotta walk around happy 24/7..cuz they pretty?? DA FUCK??????

Four. Read my fucking face...it says back da fuck up and leave me da fuck alone.

Five. Read my fucking face..do I look like I want to talk to yo happy ass, smiling all up in my face..I ain't fittin to crack no fucking smile, or joke so kick rockz. LOL.

In da morning..to the public..I'm on some speak when spoken to type shit.

On another note..after a hour or so of being up I will become my normal self..it's only really on days I am tired or don't feel good. So ma fucka wait till I'm up...you see me EVERYDAY..and KNOW my attitiude don't last too long...so what's the problem??..I still speak to ya'll monkey asses....all that "u too beautiful" shit..I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.

What would be beautiful is...if i slap da shit out yo ass for being to fucking close when I don't want to be bothered..So lick my balls bitch...LMAo..Next time I'll make sure to mugg without saying Good morning too...LOL.

in da words of weezy...

"STEP BACK"

.*R.I.P. Christopher Anthony Norris

Today is my cousin Chris' birthday, he would have been 30 today. I had to write for my nicca, because it seems every year I miss his birthday, and I did not realize it has been 15 years since he has been gone. Meaning he pasted at the age of 15. His death was truly a tragedy, and he was so badly damaged it was amazing he was able to have a open casket.

To Chris::
Hi, my love..I know I barely talk to you these days but you know you are always in my heart..and I love you unconditionally. Please talk to your mother..she still has not dealt with your passing, and it is truly pathetic the way she wants everyone to feel sorry for her. You have been gone for 15 years and she acts as if you left yesterday..explain to her your okay and your somewhere much better, she don't have to worry. She needs to hear it from you, because from anyone else, it doesn't seem to register. I miss you A LOT..you don't even know me outside of deeder dot. LOL. Yea I'm all grown up now. All us kids reminsice over you sometimes..and we just laugh so hard, thinking of all the things we can remember. I remember your braces like it was yesterday. Always playing with them damn rubber bands. You know what I thought about today?? You always farting on B.j, Justin, Troy, and Cory's heads...LMAo...that shit is so nasty..but was too funny. Syurp Sandwiches with thick ass nasty KING syrup. LOL. OMG...you loved peanut butter && jelly...it was ridiculous how many you ate in a day. I eat mines just like you tho..A LOT of peanut butter and a little bit of jelly. I miss your dirt bike..us following Dinky and you to the quarry. Awww say hello to Dinky for me..tell him we miss him as well..and he is not forgotten either. Have you seen Granddad yet?? I know you have..I know he was soo happy to see you. You know you were always more like grandma && granddad's then ya moms. Grandma is doing much better these days..Bonnie keeps her ass busy and that's what she needs. Man I have so much I could say..but I don't know where to begin. I hate that I didn't get more time with you..but I understand that wasn't the plan. From how everything happened..I know you knew it was your time to go..I just wish you could see me today..and your brothers and sister, and everyone...Well I know you see us but get to interact with us..see our different persoanlities first hand..it's so beautiful when we all get together. We have so much fun..there are no words for my mouth..lol..and that's the highlight. Missy and Nikki miss you greatly..after everything you wouldn't believe the nightmares they had, and how they would scream and cry through half the night. I think they felt partly responsible, but missy told me the story about when you pooped in the tub when yall was little, and ya'll all got beat..LOL..Nasty ass. Buckles just came home a few weeks ago...hopefully for good this time..after a life of in and out of jail..I think these last 5 years behind bars really put shit in prospective for him. Plus, Willium and Buckles both missed granddad's funeral, and Willium missed yours, and Buckles only got a few minutes to be there due to prison, so I think they have a desire to do something better now. Willium will be home in a week or two and since they don't live in Mt. Airy no more and Rennie and all dem still locked up..I think change will FINALLy come. Thank God! I am tired of seeing my family repeat the same habits..BUT the family cycle is breaking...because all of us starting from missy && nikki down have changed shit around..Anyway, kiss G-Dad for me, and Dinky, and Donna..and tell them everyone misses them. I see Donnie sometimes..especially around the time he got out..and I can tell by looking into his eyes he feels responsible...ask Donna to talk to her brother. He needs peace with everything as well. But I love you, I miss you, and just watch over me and make sure I do as I should. *MUAH* Until later...bye.

Love,

Dee

"LiKe I droppeD straigHt FroM HeaVeN"

.*random facts about me.

*My facial expressions always give away my thoughts.

*My mom is the corniest person ever, and seriously lacks a sense of humor..so when she tries its just like, "why?? don't do that again"..lol. And her voice annoys me to no end..shame..lol (I am working on it.)

*I am a high maintenance tomboy. Thus making me one in a million.

*I am THEEE BIGGEST WEEZY fan..PERIOD!! I kno the words to ALL his shit. He has a drug problem, BUT that man is a fucking lyrical GENIUS..there is no limit to his greatness...I just LOVE the way he delivers on a track. Best Rapper alive.

*I LOVE football with a passion. I LOVE to watch it, but enjoy playing more (the only time I won't be upset over a broken nail..lol.) I LOVE to watch the NFL Network all day, and thee BEST team in history and league is the Dallas Cowboys..PERIOD! Take your opinion and shove it up your ass.

*I am the fattest skinny girl you know. I have a divine love and passion for food. I eat ALL the time.

*I have so many talents, I am good at whatever I do.

*I HATE the color pink with a passion..Pink is for girls..LOL.

*I am highly favored and truly blessed. God has a HUGE plan for me. He blessed me with the gift of healing.

*Dominique embodies the essence of love and fairness. Dee is the biggest asshole you will meet, takes no prisoners, and can be a spiteful bitch when hurt, and Dominique hates that.

*I do not want recognition for the things I do, but I do want to be appreciated.

*I do not tolerate disrespect in any form, and I do not respond to pet names..my name is Dee..learn it if you want to speak to me. All that extra shit is reserved for my dude only..and I want the same respect.

*I am VERY picky, highly intelligent, have no patience for negativity, and I like to be alone often.

*I LOVE upscale restaurants, LINGERIE, designer bags, fuck me pumps, dresses, men sweat pants (never wear women's), and basketball shorts. LOL.

*I have a way with words, and love to write poetry or anything that allows me to be descriptive.

*I don't believe in medicine. I do believe..NO, I know God takes care of me. No matter what..I don't trust medicine. I know my body and I know my God..so I can't go wrong.

*I call my little sister Cracker..and she responds every time..LOL.

*My dad has many nick names for me: Dee, Deeder, Deeder Dot, Boss, and my angry child..lol. HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN CALL ME DEEDER..OR DEEDER DOT..don't do it 2 urself.

*My family thinks I am crazy as shit and I'd have to agree. I say what I think..and they love me for that. They love my persona.

*My tongue cuts like a knive but it can also mend the wound. LOL. (depending on the person)

*I have difficulty showing my nice side to my family. I always have little or no patience..they think I am cold, which isn't entirely true..it's just a long story to that.

*Sometimes I really think I need a psychiatrist.

*My parents don't worry about me..they worry for the ones that get in my line of fire.

*"She moves her body like a cyclone"..LMAo..but seriously I am SICK in the art of dance. After I achieve my dreams in my career, I will become a choreographer.

*My heart is the biggest contradiction to my personality. Personality alone...you have Dee. Heart && personality combined..you get a unique blend, thus producing Dominique.
*thats all for now*

"One word to DesCriBe me..SPECTACULAR..YES!!"